My life.

(via howcanadaybebad)

My manager was playing Anberlin tonight while we were closing. And now I can’t get that line out of my head.

I am the patron saint of lost causes.

Describes me practically perfectly. And this spawns more thoughts of random lyric snippets that get stuck in my head….

“There’s beauty in the breaking.”

“Tell me your secrets, ask me your questions. Let’s go back to the start.”

“I swear I didn’t mean for it to feel like this. Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised.”

“Emotive, unstable you’re like an unwinding cable car. Listening for voices but it’s the choices that make us who we are.”

“You dismantle me.”

“It just goes to show how nothing I know changes me at all.”

I could go on like this literally forever….

“Collect calls to home to tell them that I realize that everyone who lives will someday die and die alone.”

I lie for only you. And I lie well…. Hallelu…

I lied to you. Only because you can’t handle the truth. And honestly, neither can I. At least not right now. And maybe never. But life spins on.

Sometimes when I hate people, I just look at pictures of cute puppies all night, and then I feel better.

I am finally seeing, I was the one worth leaving.

(via sunnydaysandsunflowers)

It really amuses me to watch how into themselves some people are. I’m not saying that I’m not guilty of being caught up in a little self-obsession. But when people, especially girls, seem to think that everything that goes wrong in their small world is the end of THE world…well, that’s just funny to me. No, honey, the fact that your boyfriend of one week dumped you does not give you reason to wish death on everything that breathes. Sure it may be painful for a minute. But a lot of things are gonna be painful in life. You know what’s painful? Being stuck in an abusive relationship, having no one to turn to, and living everyday in fear, sometimes for your life. You know what’s painful? Finding out that the pregnancy test didn’t lie, and you now have to make a decision that will change your life forever. You know what’s painful? Watching someone close to you wither away to nothing, eaten up by a sickness inside that no one can stop or cure. You know what’s painful? Losing your job, and trying to explain to your kids that we can’t afford even those little things that make them happy. You know what’s painful? Children all over the world, growing up and dying young without ever feeling love. You know what’s painful? Divorce, sickness, starvation, abuse, homelessness, unplanned pregnancy, losing everything.

Grow up and get over yourselves.

ha. i really hate this whole tumblr thing.

but here i am, posting this mildly funny drawing.